ger)phosis reality`

2010-03-27T11:24:00.003+08:00

long enough i have disappeared... but i can only say i cant never be happier than now...

cause you know i love you baby... =) our decision will never be wrong and forever we go on...

SARANGHAE~~~!! Muacks!

2010-01-03T23:58:00.000+08:00

happy 2010 to all...

2009-12-25T14:18:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!!

I wish Santa gives me what i wished for...

2009-12-10T11:05:00.002+08:00

it seems like its tougher now... why am i getting this feeling again? those memories are kept alive by you... if i were to just pack in into a box... will i be able to say goodbye?

2009-11-22T13:26:00.002+08:00

2weeks down the road... 2012, will it really end? a crack that will never heal... will the world start anew? once again... it felt the same way all over... the journey back... what's wrong with me... i need to learn how to stop destroying myself...

playing: from this moment...

2009-11-07T12:48:00.002+08:00

trip is on the way... apartment's done... watched my girlfriend is an agent yesterday... played bowling too... :) guessed who i saw at hub... him(n) and her(m)... and guessed who i saw at the alley... diane, daymon and brandon!!!

2009-11-01T16:45:00.003+08:00

empty for awhile... so numb that i just want to be alone so most of the time now... if im not talking im just fine... but if im talking too much then im not... S.L.O.W... but it will work out... break is all i need... time is all i want... i wont stop a car "crashing" into me... i might just forget everything...

halloween was fine... nothing much to say cause we went dempsey instead... it was nice... :)

2009-10-31T13:08:00.000+08:00

slowly getting over it...

2009-10-25T19:38:00.001+08:00

and my worst fears happened 7.5months later... it didnt work out the way i wanted...

2009-10-24T12:33:00.001+08:00

why do i have this kind of feeling??

if you could really feel what i feel...

but i guessed it will never work out...

D.R.I.F.T.I.N.G.

2009-10-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

going on like this...

is it really what i want??

you can read my mind...

but...

can you read my heart??

爱得很累...

我终于了解到了...

喜欢和爱真的很累...

2009-10-19T20:17:00.002+08:00

so many questions running through my head... all that i want to ask but courage isnt picking up...

for the past few days... *thinking*

since the day i knew...
you made me feel...
different from the others...
nothing in this world can be compared...
how you made me liked...
step by step...
turning towards you...
for a moment...
just letting me jump right in...
im finding it hard to reach now...
no matter how much i try...
how fast i climb...
to close it up...
you are still so faraway...
seems like nothing can come out of it...
anymore...
no more...
is this all...
all that im happy to end with...
this isnt me...
if stopping is the only way...
right now...
i can only say...
im sorry i cant...
因为我已经开始悄悄喜欢上你...
this kind of feeling...
will you feel it too??

7months ago i broke down... how much longer can i hold?? :'(

2009-10-18T10:34:00.002+08:00

movie list:

julie & julia
imagine that
风云II
new york i love you
my girlfriend is an agent
my sister's keeper

2009-10-17T23:58:00.001+08:00

cause you really mean alot to me...

2009-10-17T13:14:00.002+08:00

post a serious question...

i really don't know what i want if you were to ask me...

don't ask me why i like cause if every liking needs a reason... i will fail Q & A...

2009-10-15T21:49:00.003+08:00

and when you appeared in my dreams the other night...

y-tai...

2009-10-14T20:39:00.001+08:00

because is this...

that is why is that...

L.O.S.T.

2009-10-14T09:00:00.003+08:00

should i start to seriously step back now... i could just bluff myself but i cant bluff my feelings... just seemed so lost...

happy but sad... contra feelings... dont ask me why till i sort out it and decides to say...

什么样是从前的我可能已经不存在了吧...
现在的我只想好好珍惜我跟你在一起的时间...

and if i decided... it will be never again...

2009-10-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

thanks for the persistance and chances... i will work it through... and prove all wrong...

cause i want you to be happy...

2009-10-03T20:51:00.002+08:00

happened and changed... since the day i knew... i have turned to rely... some things cant change the way it is... but as days goes by... hoping it happens the way i want it to be... before months ago i have changed... the old me vanished... this is the new me and only me... baby all i want is... you...

不管未来会怎么样
就算你选择背叛
我还是不会忘记
和你一起渡过
那段快乐的日子
用语言无法解释
不管魔鬼或天使
一样无法抵抗

no more events to look forward to... till the time i decide to board a flight out of town...

2009-09-12T23:25:00.003+08:00

if i could foresee my future to be like that...

C.R.U.S.H.E.D.
毁不成形

2009-09-05T21:45:00.002+08:00

i wished i could just say how much you meant to me...
i wished i could prove to you how much i changed...
i wished time could just stop just right there...
i wished i could turn back time to when we first met...
i wished my life could just come to a fullstop right now...
i wished
i wished
i wished

before it even started...

C.R.A.C.K.E.D.

just let me be...

2009-08-30T15:18:00.002+08:00

im really sorry to have disappeared for so long... since everything is screwing up... i have decided to ignore my life for awhile...

this girl here is literally playing around... not to the extend of fooling around but just playing... no jokes about it!

1.5 months CHANGED!

2009-07-18T11:14:00.000+08:00

im sinking in deeper and harder for me to get out...

2009-07-11T11:19:00.000+08:00

what day is it
and in what month
this clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up
and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to lose
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

all of the things that I want to say
just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping inwards
you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

cause it's you and me and all of the people
with nothing to do
nothing to prove
and it's you and me and all of the people
and I don't know why
I can't keep my eyes off of you

2009-07-05T14:22:00.004+08:00

3 weeks of disappearance... 我到底去了哪里... 做了什么... settling my thoughts of life and stuffs... anyway a very busy june i should say... a brief summary... company's event... walk the world at Singapore Flyer and Pit Building... family day at suntec... Transformers the Revenge... hello to you... i wasnt dozing off... but was just resting in the midst... haha... family event... we went KL from the 11th to the 13th... it was fun cause eunice followed... heh!!

and and and... yesterday yesterday... haiks and clydia wedding... :)

2009-06-16T20:55:00.000+08:00

看似一本简单的书却复制出一个复杂的故事...

2009-06-08T21:48:00.000+08:00

You are my baby love my baby love...
you make the sun come up...
ohh boy...
you're my every everything...
that i could ever dream of...
You are my baby love my baby love...
you make the sun come up...
ohh boy...
you're my every every every everything...

:)

2009-06-07T21:13:00.001+08:00

he donated USD$10000... i love him!!! :) tired but grinning...

2009-06-03T21:36:00.001+08:00

and maybe i should start loving myself more...

2009-06-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

and when i start to look ahead...

2009-05-25T20:38:00.004+08:00

catching up on my life? yeah i know i havent been blogging... heh! well... i missed alot of fun from shaun's farewell and i miss him! the weather is getting so hot that im starting to feel so faint just being out on the streets for seconds... duh! =.=''' everyone is getting the hang of job hopping? everyone is leaving... ;( im very well now... not to the extend of rolling on the ground but at least no more pain if i dont strain... :)
we went k-ing on last tuesday which we were supposed to be on the way home from genting... i love the mike! :)
and my dearest princess went to chop her hair!! bob banges!!! so cute!! haha...

2009-05-16T20:39:00.001+08:00

想憋住心里的痛苦...可是我开始受不了了~!! 有好一点...但脚麻麻的...

2009-05-16T09:35:00.003+08:00

我到底怎么了!? 为什么还没好!!! why why why!!! i cant explain the feeling but im suffering... yes! i am!!! why has it got to be me... x-ray shows nothing... then why hasnt it gone away!!! frustration f*king frustrating to be in this mess... the jab didnt help at all!!! what in the world the doctors are doing!? save me!!

2009-05-02T12:10:00.001+08:00

这次我真的受伤了... just came back from an x-ray...

2009-05-01T11:38:00.001+08:00

我到底在家里干嘛~!? its labour day... 我的背要好...我要它好!!! argh... its has been so long... why isn't it recovering???

2009-04-30T21:13:00.001+08:00

小猪~! 不管发生什么事...我都会永远支持你...要加油...不要想太多...好好睡吧!

2009-04-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

看似今天很多人没去做工...我要我的腰和背快快好!! anarex is making me so so drowsy... and im eating 2 tabs of painkillers rather than 1. just to relieve my pain. what's wrong with me!?

2009-04-25T23:09:00.002+08:00

as promised i will upload my pictures... now im breaking it cause its taking too long to photoshop those pictures and too many of them. heh! another week has gone... 我好多了...只有我的背在贴麻烦...argh! 请告诉我为什么!!! 恭喜 ting ting pass le driving test... 跑去看车... give me 5 years! i will try to save up for 1... but for now... i will 乖乖 take public transport... or find a rich guy! haha... got car... woohoo!!! :) 投篮机创新高446!!! happy happy! 哈哈~!

今天又唱歌了... after 2 weeks! 开...开....开心!! 呵呵~!

2009-04-18T10:21:00.003+08:00

still recovering from my flu! argh! got marry me event today and i cant go! damn it DAMN IT! jolin arrived today. he arrived from USA this morning at 9am too. must be so tired after the long long flight. still must marry his bloody 500 brides! lolx. *sign of jealousy* damn 500! i also want to be part of it! *thinking* having to wait for 1500 days (500 from tw, 500 from hk) before he reaches mine again. that is like *(^^*&%&* years sia! 自我安慰... wahahaha...

anyway i have got 2 weeks of talktime to complete and busy war to fight on monday and tuesday. missing my other half. good luck for your tp! :)

ps: i still owe alot of pictures... will post up when im more settled! till then...

2009-04-15T13:12:00.000+08:00

身体好多了... 没办法我也不想这样!

2009-04-12T12:36:00.002+08:00

感谢每个陪我过21st生日的人...非常有意义的一个生日...因为脑海里的最后一个生日是一岁的时候吧! 谢谢给我红包的...三阿妈...二阿妈...姑姑...伯伯...阿姨...舅舅... :)
my cake... pretty? 谢表姐for helping me order and collect the cake... she handmade a bouquet of flowers too... :)

我超级累的弟弟and his女友! 哈哈~!!

表姐gave me a watch from fossil...

swarovski crystal heart pendant from aunty jo...

and a 5 princess pic from darlings...

part 2 of the 派对待续...

2009-04-10T02:03:00.002+08:00

yeah! 唱歌去了!! 跟同事有多久没唱了?? 连我也忘了...呵呵~!! 原本以为可以听听小型演唱会XD...不过phyllis很早就走人了-.-'"...只听到"爱我"! 9 people ended up in the room. heh! alex, 小cat, alvin, rachel, van, dorcas, david and guoliang. wahhaahha!! guoliang 变伍佰! 要看要看... 期待喔!

我要做个大人... 我要我的自由!!! 21快来!!!

2009-04-05T12:35:00.002+08:00

fulfilling 2 weeks? yeah! 28mar we went topone in the morning and sang for 6 hours! JJ world tour kicks off at indoor stadium that night! the handsome one below... not from fan-vid! ITS WAS FROM MY CAMERA!

so proud of him and my cam! :)

29mar fahrenheit at imm. this time i didnt queue! too packed le. imagine i walked 20 minutes to find the start of the queue and -.-"' NO ENDING POINT TO START WITH! lolx. went mummie house for din dins. :)

1apr settled with my f1 tix. this is not an april fool's joke! haha.

4apr 9.20pm watched 爱到底 with mummie. haha. 为什么没有人爱我? 为什么没有人爱我!? 为什么没有人爱我!!! 我的王子 only came out for =.="' argh! less than 1 minute! 不过很好看 because 有很多艺人客串!! 呵呵~!!

21st 生日派对 part1 待续... 请敬请期待喔! :)

2009-03-17T22:10:00.000+08:00

需要面对现实...
只想当自己...
那有多么难...

嘻皮笑脸不是真正的我...

2009-03-15T09:40:00.002+08:00

哭过了...
泪已干了...

很多事情...
常常很不开心...
适着适应...
看似坚强却很脆弱...
我根本不是个当大人的料...
我会好好过...

牧羊座的女生...加油!!!

2009-03-14T12:11:00.002+08:00

i cant stop my tears...
一个人哭...
想做个大人...
我做不到...
我到底该怎么做...

太难过...

2009-03-10T22:15:00.002+08:00

updates updates updates! idolising is what i have been doing for the past few days. 6 march half day to clear the .5 days hanging in my days i brought over. saw my dearest perform at eastpoint. lesson not learnt though. i should have brought all my other albums! shit! 7 march marina grandstand was where i went with mummie. haha. the stage where i could see the max numbers of stars performing on. maximum highness after dearest came on stage! woah! steady lar. never loved you wrongly! :)

2009-02-22T12:17:00.002+08:00

blogging? lazy is the word to use on me... turning back the time i missed posting darling's birthday... boss's birthday... and i went swimming yesterday... *hmmm* maybe not really swimming but water dipping... and when i get a little bored over time i do this...

cam-whore!

2009-02-14T13:49:00.003+08:00

its valentine's day! happy valentine's day to all my friends and family! yeah!

darling's birthday pictures will be uploaded after i get the original from her. heh!

meeting mummie later at her place and 'shopping' at jurong point. partly to see JJ too!

next up boss birthday! :)

2009-01-31T11:16:00.002+08:00

singing in the new year! yeah! i love it man!

for the first time in my life i stepped into a place i never thought i would. answer will be released on monday! haha. and i saw something i liked in there!

vouchers! a wasted $50 dining voucher was sitting on my table. i won it at dinner and dance! shit! valid till 30 JANUARY 2009! why not 31 jan!? 50... 50... 50 LEH! i tore and threw it away!

2009-01-24T23:10:00.002+08:00

and again im spending money. when will i ever start saving up towards my car? anyway i just spend another 200 on my diesel watch below... from my VB... my present to myself... :)

2009-01-21T21:40:00.002+08:00

you are the apple of my eye! the one and only i love... EATING! my gosh! i haven't stop touching food since the day i started out at TNT! lolx. my face has become sharp to round to square! haha. 3 cheers to eating! i will control! I TRY!

2009-01-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

i went singing today at topone! :) woot!

2009-01-10T13:16:00.002+08:00

Saving up is not easy espacially when the chinese new year is round the corner. a trip out of town is in progress. went out on an impromtu spree with kc on thursday and ended me with late night's sleep and her hours of rest. but i settled almost 75% at marina! haha.

damages...
1 club marc dress - 29.90
2 club marc heels - 25.90 each u.p. 49.00
1 zara dress - 39.90 u.p. 59.90
1 G2K dress - 29.00 u.p. 69.00
1 belt - 5.00

things left are...
bag! CK est damage 200, burberry est damage 500-1000 or charles and keith est damage 50?
tops! but 2 or 3 will do...

in need of perfumes desperately!

:)

temporary damages...
airfare 598
hotel 286

2009-01-07T21:51:00.001+08:00

i open facebook! lame shit i know. cause i cant satisfy everyone. so im giving up one!

happy belated baby! :)

2009-01-03T15:20:00.002+08:00

im finally done with my red nails in 2009! never been so hardworking lately to paint my own nails. haha. a short trip out in feb to clear my leave? anyone!? haha. i thank the ones who brought me out. and im wanting to go back again! yes! taiwan! the place i longed to spend time in. haha.

le's brithday in 2 days! :)

2009-01-01T12:52:00.002+08:00

my first entry in 09! happy new year everyone! may all have a blissed and healthy new year! :) going into JB!

4 more days to le's birthday! :)

2008-12-30T13:39:00.002+08:00

it really sucks when you are sick. cant do much of anything. cant go work. cant go out. rotting at home. trying to sleep but cant. im missing out movies tonight. sian! I HATE IT!
ya lun looking at me! eyes too small so cant see...

4 fantasy!

how i wished i had a chance up there!?

opening song ending pose!

:) its 30 dec 08. last 2 days of 2008!

2008-12-21T00:03:00.007+08:00

alright now for the remaining days in taipei! haha... day 4 day 5 and day 6... lolx... long wait huh!?
ding tai feng in tapei! the original shop! the toilet in there is cool! got heater one! lolx...
mirotic! they were having the pre-sale! but i wont be there to collect if i ordered! sian!
mee sua... yummy!
with the super famous mee sua! see the amount of people and you will know... taste the answer out!
*ahem* he is a good singer! having the guts to sing at xi men ding in front of the public! wow!
my bed!
cass bed...
its sat morning... we didnt have anywhere to go... so we ended up here!
to watch ice hockey!
silver monster and coach!
the final score of silver monster vs tiger! 6-0!

the present temp of the pic taken is 13 deg! i love it man!

we went another night market in the late afternoon...

the famous pepper biscuit! prove below...

the long queue! it took us 30 mins to get 2 biscuit!

and another yummy food! the cuttlefish! all i can say is shiok! must try!

sat night! golden horse awards in live tai zhong! if we had one more day! i will take the bullet train down!

a thiland car found in taipei!?

last day on the way to airport... the super expensive hotel for high flyers!

thinking 'when will i be back'!?

flew there in 880 back in 877 (the same flight as fahrenheit when they came on 17 dec08) shit!

next up is fahrenheit concert! haha...

2008-12-14T13:32:00.006+08:00

alright! day 3... 4 dec 08... i was abit tipsy after d&d... lucky tammie sent me home... if not daddy is going to kill me... haha..

just before leaving... i just love taiwan! cause i can dress up! haha...the hotel interior looks like one of singapore's 5 stars hotel...

taipei 101! taken from the taxi...

going up up up!

the view of taipei arena from 101!

germaine's cam-whore... paiseh!

his school somewhere within this mass of buildings... haha!

me and dumper!

shot 1!

shot 2!

cass and dumper! look at her legs! lolx...

miramar ferris wheel! huan huan ai shot there!

your eyes are not playing tricks... germaine took the ferris wheel... next i will ke fu singapore's flyer!

cute right! big and small... big=after shitting... small=after pee-ing...

i caught this wolf in sheep's skin... with only 20 yuan! i must admit i was a little tired after playing 7 rounds of tou lan ji... haha! everyone in the arcade was staring at me so i stopped...

ferris wheel in the night... not really night thought... it was at 5.28pm... dark right! long night short day...

my new love... XD

this one is... not mine! haha...

day 4 when im free...

2008-12-12T23:03:00.005+08:00

day 2... 3 dec 08... 1 day tour around taipei...
chiang kai shek memorial hall...

proven! haha...

freedom hall...

fat fat fat... argh!

199 eat till shiok!

jiu fen! up in the mountains...

keelong terminal...

windy windy... i love it!

higher up are the pubs and clubs!

ou ar jian! the one shown in corner with love...

papa learning for the show... serious!

long queue at huge chicken cutlet...

cass with beautiful pearl in her mouth! lolx...

cold weather plus bubble tea...

shilin night market... a must go!

promoting his products... so enthu sia!

shiok shiok after shower! its 1am in the morning! :)

day 3 next up!

2008-12-08T20:10:00.003+08:00

back from the land of entertainment. 6 days of my 20 years i spent in taiwan. the place i so much wanted to spend half my life there. mummy say no to my education there! humph! 2 dec to 7 dec 2008 in random order...

2dec2008...
xi men station exit 6 to xi men ding!

stage! in taiwan! haha... papa's shop i went!

the well known rainbow hotel in xi men ding!

taipei arena. xiao ju dan!

terminal 3 departure hall!

bye bye to singapore!

flight to taipei sq880 gate open...

arrival in taiwan at 6am!

before day 1 shopping spree! :)

day 2 tomorrow!

2008-12-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

entry from t3. haha. minutes before boarding. yeah! im finally almost out of town! see myself in taipei! :) cheers!

2008-12-01T21:02:00.002+08:00

one more entry before i leave for the airport! haha. the excitement hasnt entered!? why!? i just want to sleep! haha. see all on 7 dec 08 1845 hours! :) t3 sq877

2008-11-28T20:59:00.002+08:00

officially one more working day before im off! haha. excited? erm, nope! its because the excitement hasnt activated itself on me! haha. i shall start packing on sunday evening. never out of singapore for more than 5 days. 6 days of clothes to bring! argh!

alright! back to reality. teambuild today wasnt that bad. other then the part that we were tricked into wearing bikinis when we thought we were really going to play in the water. damn! cooking our own lunch. mini amazing race, dressing up and shopping. well well, shopping was great! with mama giselle, jolene, estee, alvin. i shall not put up the other name cause we were all pissed by her. i was so unable to control. that i walked past alvin saying 'piang! your tolerance level high sia! we should have bought the bloody golf ball and stuff into her mouth to shut her up'. he... just burst out! haha.

door gift of the day! tupperware! steady lar. more food for me to bring to office. wahahahaha.

2008-11-27T11:00:00.002+08:00

germaine is on mc today. the cough hasnt gone away so im on stronger meds now. sian! what have i been doing at home? nothing much other then decorating my duckie. haha. deciding on how should i go about doing it? daddy gave me ideas like rainbow duck, black duck, star duck. and i ended my duck with glitters. haha. i finally thought nail polishes were very useful at such short times like this. haha. and my hair is in shape now! RED! :) im lovin' it!

2008-11-24T21:01:00.002+08:00

maybe its time i really seriously start to save. with effect from 8 december, obviously after my taiwan trip. i will make myself save to my first 10 by my brithday next year. not far from my goal. another 5 to go! :)

2008-11-23T21:04:00.000+08:00

I want this! :) pixon here i come!

2008-11-23T10:02:00.002+08:00

it seems like they have quite a number of fans that will jammed the whole place there. should i go or just forget about it? haha. have been playing around with my photos. and glad i went out yesterday. haha. cuzzie came over so i brought her out. nothing much of shopping but more of walking. changed my tuky tuky to diamond. so my slippers has 2 diamonds now. haha. rich kid in the making huh!? nope! its for free! haha. shall have one picture of me today...

lovfuu lovfuu... :)

2008-11-22T11:11:00.003+08:00

sick sick sick! i hate it! but at least it a week before my trip out. haha. on medication and fluy!oh no! anyway i shall be guai guai and stay home today unless other someone ask me out. haha. no tickets for music monster today. so tomorrow will be my day! haha. PMI is on 011208. dont know is good or bad. im the last for sure. haha. alright! one picture of him for today...

*s.m.i.l.e.*

2008-11-17T21:18:00.001+08:00

fahrenheit fantasy autograph at IMM. haha.

my clearest and most upclose... :)

2008-11-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

cut cut cut them off!!

:)

2008-11-10T21:51:00.001+08:00

excitedly counting down to all the events! :)

2008-11-09T11:04:00.001+08:00

seriously need to do something to my hair. darn!

its flat!
its shapeless!
its colourless!

but what should i try this time?

2008-11-08T12:03:00.002+08:00

not much of clear pictures i have after filtering out from my camera but this 2 are the best! :)

he came out from the top after a mini magic performance! haha.

anyway im going taiwan! haha. my dream come true for this year! though no japan but got taiwan! hey taiwan, here i come!

2008-11-02T13:14:00.003+08:00

Awesome performance yesterday for the music man! haha. i will sort out the pictures then post up the clearer ones. hmmm, now just satisfy with this few.
practising or posing? both also handsome!

v-i-o-l-i-n! :)

his bahamut that cost NT$1,000,000!!

another design of his guitar...

the whole guitar! chio!

eeeky loves music man!

*credits to: kewei's blog*

2008-11-01T10:41:00.004+08:00

with a little time on hand right now, i shall be good and post some pictures on KL! haha. 3 days 2 nights in the little room at ascott...*ahem* nothing much except unglam and boozing!
the kitchen...cool right!? like my condo...
and we stayed the 29th floor!
gian shopping for so long! at the pavillion...8 storeys shopping mall within walking distance from ascott.
say hello! melissa, me, my bro and ting!
rooftop pool! we were at the edge.
another of me! :)
the girl whose previous previous life was a magician, previous life a maid and present life a...*ahem*
the waiter in the making!
i was darn shag here... hot and headache!
2nd morning after breakie!
i am standing on water and i love freedom! muahaha!
6 girls floating! 2 guys sleeping!
2nd shot!
i thought this was cool... shit and i found out the camera was spoilt sia!
kinder... 2 big kids never seen interesting food before...
yum yum! A&W waffle! upsized~!
rooty upsized too!
last day le! i dont want go back!

our new PR... or should i say guest services officer!? haha...

we went times square and played alot of rides. rides that i wouldnt have taken all my life. or at least with my guts level. haha. time passed fast!

its 1nov! lee hom tonight! see ya!

2008-10-27T21:05:00.002+08:00

everything will be back to normal tomorrow! haha. reached home from KL at 7pm. not too late for a private coach huh!? the whole trip was nice or at least i suffered just nice of torture with my brother around. i had to do things like a maid. like if he had eaten enough, slept enough, bought enough of clothes. im glad im back! moral of story, next round of holidays no more sibilings! as for pictures and shopping, till i get the pictures to blog up! lee hom concert coming up! :)

2008-10-21T20:24:00.001+08:00

chin chow and mango ice has caused me all the trouble now. and glad im suffering now and not 4 days later. haha. counting down to shopping! 4 days 4 days! haha.

2008-10-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

it hasnt been a smooth sailing period for me. or at least for us. a shocking email and ruined the lives of 5 girls. the friendship we shared for the past 8 years of our most vulnerable life. lost over the weekend. arent we just able to talk this out? whats with the avoidance? i just dont understand. if you really care and happen to be reading this. please contact us!

2008-10-14T20:12:00.002+08:00

i can officially strike off the test of my calendar! haha. excellence scored. but product lost by 2 questions. sian! thats 3%!!! *&#%$&* germaine shall sleep in peace tonight! :) we are meeting up on friday! yeah! sing sing! till then...

eeeky loves xian!

2008-10-12T10:37:00.002+08:00

stanley's advanced first birthday. haha. we went regine's place yesterday for his mini celebration or i should say food tasting session? haha. well well well...stanley needs time to start his engine. after almost 30mins you get to see... this!
happy stanley right!? aint he adorable? haha. smiley! :)

he is one future basketball player, future david tao, future harley rider...

slogging hard over selling excellence and product knowledge. i want to watch movie and go out!!!

saving hard for my dvds! haha.

2008-10-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

i starting to get a little lazy to get up in the morning. it just doesnt seem right for me to be getting up in the wee hours of the day. not to wee wee but to work. money money drop from sky. or just get me a f***ing flirty rich guy who will rear me for the rest of my pathetic life. i want to go round the world. to the other end of the world. a 4th dimension, a 3rd world country. a place i can find the real me! the laughter and the sorrows will just fly away and away! and us will just be buried deep down underground where i will not be able to reach even though how deep i dig.

eeky tired!

2008-10-05T15:30:00.002+08:00

alvin's journey to vivocity.
he had 3 brothers whom he was very protective of.
but he was very shy about it as he was so much bigger than them.

an addition to the family makes him more brave and wants to love them more.

lame shit! im bored as you can see.

2008-10-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

this retarded girl above is being stalked by... someone from the 3rd floor!

2008-10-01T10:41:00.002+08:00

finally a public holiday has arrived. haha. after %^&*@# days. yup yup! and what am i doing at home!? ROTTING! sian arh! anyway the whole F1 craze is over. all over in 3 days. *blink blink* gone le! as for the pictures, i will upload once i remove and arranged all those that are not clear enough to be seen. heh! and i receive a good news or at least unpredictable for me. haha im going for lee hom's concert! haha. random... i know! alot of upcoming events... *wah seh... like idol sia!*

14oct - test and more test! got money take...
25oct - 27oct - KL trip! check my damages then!
1nov - lee hom concert! see him strip *oppps*
13dec - D&D... no choice im in the comm :( nothing much to look forward too...
19 dec - fahrenheit fantasy! *uhoo*

till then... wait for the pictures! :) cheers!

2008-09-28T10:12:00.003+08:00

Formula BMW pacific. i guess the cup is today but i have got no tickets! argh! past 2 days pictures of the racers. age 17-20! :)
ryuichi nara... age 20...japan!
i could differ his name but he is shuai!
that explains why i love racers so much...the sweat and the heat!:) <3
serious guy looks the best...
moving off to starting point...
the prestige!

1st placing!!:)

the future prestige goes to you! one and only you! doru sechelariu<3!

2008-09-27T12:13:00.001+08:00

it explains all my love! :)

2008-09-23T20:46:00.003+08:00

i got the best news of my life i guess. i dont think im going to watch F1 but im confirmed going to watch it! :)

2008-09-21T13:05:00.002+08:00

weekends had been the only time i could find to blog. sunday afternoon and im at home. anyway i should be saving up to recuperate my cash lost of 282 tickets that i bought. haha. lee hom anyone!? still not too late for his concert though. the seats are still available. lolx! i have never been so hot in concerts all my life. or at least from the time i started to go after idols. mayday in 2005 was my first. free entry cause i bought my handphone. second was show on stage 1 dec 2007. next up confirmed will be fahrenheit fantasy 19 dec 2008. next year should be elva's and hopefully show on stage part 2? haha. i shouldnt be going on anymore holidays at the end of the year. taiwan was full of hopes now dashed. hokaido no news.

the man at home always says go holiday on a weekday cause i cant sacrifice my weekends, doesnt want to go holiday with his family. FINE! then dont blame it on me for having my own holiday plans. money earn and dont want spend. i find it hard to achieve what you want. i rather earn and spend my own. 6 months ago, i was still taking money from you so i didnt have a say. now im earning my own cash, i spend where i like, where i go, what i do, needless for you to care so much. go care for your precious son! give him an allowance rise! and dont regret!

2008-09-20T00:33:00.002+08:00

germaine is a happy girl. even without a guy! haha. i picked a pooh called 80th at marina square! im going elva's mini concert tomorrow! fahrenheit is coming on 19th dec for their world tour! i met darling and mummie on thursday! im going KL on 25th oct! i think im going to watch F1! :)

2008-09-13T16:34:00.003+08:00

woman's matter, i hate it! anyway i have been trying to watch the 2nd series of bbt. at least i was willing to do it and not forcing myself. haha. after 5 days of bbt, i have seen quite a handful of not-so-bad guys. like ABC, he can sing english songs! eason who looks like edison! 队长, who is weilian's friend and looks like lu xue rui! haha. xiao gu who looks like zai zai. haha. and my xiao le!!! :)

2008-09-07T00:12:00.003+08:00

she didnt want to stay at home to listen to free music. therefore she went out! fortunately on a saturday afternoon she managed to get couple seats for boys over flowers. haha. rates from her: 3/5. conclusion is... love is not the end but a new beginning! watch it! :)

2008-09-06T00:49:00.001+08:00

不够完美...就是太完美...

lunar asian fusion today! bartop i want more!

:)

2008-08-31T12:40:00.002+08:00

i missed the times we spent in HK. recalling the typhoon, strong winds and showers! its an experience we will never feel in singapore.
the freedom up on the peak! i want that back!

HONG KONG! :)

2008-08-30T12:42:00.001+08:00

the bottle of bacardi at celine's place!
ethan, ethan!

last friday was baby entertaining day. and im proud to say "ethan likes me!" :)
siblings!

we had BBQ at downtown east last saturday. yes! last saturday. sorry for the late entry. it was drizzling just like today. so we had to start the fire until umbrellas and BBQ under shades! lolx.

yesterday was christina's last day at work. yup! we went to sing at clarke quay. pretty place! lets go again! well, there were...(test my memory skills): david, christina, kristie, shireen and boyfriend, nigel, kelvin huang, xiao cat, ronn, jolene and partner, diane and boyfriend, melissa, alvin, brandon and me! alright, those were the last i could remember. but never in my life were 6 jugs of beer and 3 jugs of vodka. lolx. playing 5-10. will all the tai ji and actions plus power! so funny! david and brandon playing 5-10 tai ji. alvin, chris, xiao cat and i were laughing so hard. and i gladly reached home at 2.15am! LOOK CAREFULLY, ITS 2.15AM!

2008-08-23T12:50:00.002+08:00

fancy watching bbt's graduation and crying my eyes out. yes! they are all graduating from mfbbt. this batch of 20 guys, who grew up together for 2 years kept the show running. now they all are going i dont think i will be watching bbt anymore. even xiao le is graduating! he is only 5 months old! so sad to see them leave! I WANT THEM BACK!

anyway im going chalet later! hope dont rain!

:)

2008-08-20T20:55:00.002+08:00

reading through my past entries. how lame and emo could i be? the life with them around me. him who really made me want to spend the rest of my life with. im sure i did not regret glueing myself to him. the period i took too long to get over. its 805 days since i stepped back to singlehood. times i said i need a guy to understand me, sayang me and love me. haha. i must say i still need a guy. kindly find me one! haha. :)

2008-08-17T09:25:00.002+08:00

Is it so difficult to just go on a holiday!? just because its a PH and everythings up! airfare to hotel. sian arh! i want to go on a holiday again! haha. suntec was so packed. all the frequent holiday goers are getting con there. never been in that area so early before. early bird catches most worms!? i should say cuckoo bird see no worms! XD lame shit i know!

Now to the olympics, well done my love! you did so well to put that political ass down. his face should be so black now and on your chair for you to sit on! to the paddlers, congrads on making it to finals but im hoping you wouldnt win! just a second placing will do. thinking that we have to give 1.5 mill sucks, thinking that your are from china, playing in homeland and we still have to give as your are representing singapore sucks, thinking that all our tax and stuffs have to increase to give your the money just because you won a gold for singapore sucks.

Germaine is very determine to find a cheap getaway! :)